It has been a while…
Honestly, I have no idea where to even begin. I feel bad for the neglect of my blog but I have gone through so much during these past months. I hate the feeling of neglecting something I started, like so many other things. At this point, if I am going to keep up with this I have to let it be natural. I simply (sometimes) cannot stick to just one topic or organize topics. That is what makes it so hard sometimes. I try to have tunnel knowing damn well that is not how my mind works. I have to be realistically myself in this blog post because how else are you going to get to know me.
Hi, let me reintroduce myself. I am the woman behind these random though posts that are just making it and sometimes barely. Can I say that I am exhausted I mean all-around exhausted with nowhere to turn to at times? I’m not here to make things depressing. I started this off as an apology for being gone for so long, so I thought. AH but yea, the exhaustion. It is weird at times all I want to do is nothing and when I do I feel so tired. I guess it is because my mind is taking up all the energy in the rest of my body by overthinking. Listen to the irony in this, I go to college and have to write essays, etc. but when it comes to these blog post I can go on and on and on. I guess it is true when they say you will go hard for the things you love or enjoy.
Respectfully consider this a ramble because as I stated, my mind just runs. Yet, let’s not forget that I am tired. This year has been the most tiring year I have ever lived in all my years of living and I am still here, thankfully. As I am typing this I am exhausted but proudly exhausted. Today I am exhausted because it was not my thoughts taking up all my energy but the many tasks I completed today and for that, I feel exhaustedly accomplished.
I say all of that to say this.
My Dear Readers,
I know it has been beyond rough and with many hardships, it is difficult to get through the next seconds at times but I promise we will see the rest of this year and our future through. I love each and every one of you who just takes the time to read my content and even just think of me. I wish each and every one of all the best days going forward. Please take care of yourself and think of each other. Until next post. Xoxo
Tiayra aka. Fucktional Introvert