Randomly Back…

It has been a while…

Honestly, I have no idea where to even begin. I feel bad for the neglect of my blog but I have gone through so much during these past months. I hate the feeling of neglecting something I started, like so many other things. At this point, if I am going to keep up with this I have to let it be natural. I simply (sometimes) cannot stick to just one topic or organize topics. That is what makes it so hard sometimes. I try to have tunnel knowing damn well that is not how my mind works. I have to be realistically myself in this blog post because how else are you going to get to know me. 

Hi, let me reintroduce myself. I am the woman behind these random though posts that are just making it and sometimes barely. Can I say that I am exhausted I mean all-around exhausted with nowhere to turn to at times? I’m not here to make things depressing. I started this off as an apology for being gone for so long, so I thought. AH but yea, the exhaustion. It is weird at times all I want to do is nothing and when I do I feel so tired. I guess it is because my mind is taking up all the energy in the rest of my body by overthinking. Listen to the irony in this, I go to college and have to write essays, etc. but when it comes to these blog post I can go on and on and on. I guess it is true when they say you will go hard for the things you love or enjoy. 

Respectfully consider this a ramble because as I stated, my mind just runs. Yet, let’s not forget that I am tired. This year has been the most tiring year I have ever lived in all my years of living and I am still here, thankfully. As I am typing this I am exhausted but proudly exhausted. Today I am exhausted because it was not my thoughts taking up all my energy but the many tasks I completed today and for that, I feel exhaustedly accomplished. 

I say all of that to say this. 

My Dear Readers, 

I know it has been beyond rough and with many hardships, it is difficult to get through the next seconds at times but I promise we will see the rest of this year and our future through. I love each and every one of you who just takes the time to read my content and even just think of me. I wish each and every one of all the best days going forward. Please take care of yourself and think of each other. Until next post. Xoxo

With Love,

Tiayra aka. Fucktional Introvert